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我走,不,我踉踉蹌蹌地走出房門。一到那昏暗的過道里,我最後一點 力氣就消失了。我覺得頭暈得厲害,天旋地轉,我不得不扶住牆壁。原來是 這麼回事,這麼回事!這就是她為什麼那麼焦躁不安,為什麼那麼咄咄逼人 的秘密,我一直無法解釋。這個秘密可惜揭露得太晚了。我的驚嚇簡直難以 名狀,我當時的心情就像一個人正安詳自在地低頭賞花,不料一條毒蛇向他 迎面竄來。倘若這敏感的姑娘打我、罵我、啐我一臉——這都不會使我這樣 驚慌失措,因為她神經敏感,動不動就會冒火。我隨時都對難以逆料的事情 做好思想準備,惟獨沒有想到,這個有病在身、受到命運摧殘的姑娘竟然會 產生愛情,並且希望為人所愛。沒有想到,這個孩子,這個還沒成熟的姑娘, 上天所未完成的、力不從心的作品,竟然膽敢冒險(我實在沒有別的詞來加 以形容了),以一個真正女人的通曉風情、欲火熾烈的愛情去戀愛、去渴慕。 我什麼都想到了,惟獨沒有想到,這個被命運弄成殘廢的姑娘,已沒有足夠 的力氣來拖動自己的身體,竟會夢想得到別人的愛並且去愛別人。她竟然會 誤會我到這種地步,我可僅僅是出于同情才來、而且一次又一次地來看她的 啊。不過一轉眼我又大吃一驚。我理解到,事情到這步田地,這主要不怪別 的,只怪我自己的同情心過于強烈。我一天天地到囚室里來探望這個與世隔 絕、被人遺棄的姑娘,向她表示關切,結果她自然指望從我這個惟一的男子 身上,從我這個被自己的同情心弄得傻頭傻腦的笨蛋身上得到另外一種感 情,一種溫柔纏綿的感情。可我,我這個笨蛋,我無知無覺、愚蠢到不可救 藥的地步。我只看到她是個病人,是個癱子,是個孩子,沒有看到她是個女 人。我一刻也沒有想到過——哪怕是轉瞬即逝的一剎那——去設想一下,在 這遮蓋一切的外衣底下,有個赤裸裸的身體在呼吸、在感覺、在等待。這是 一個女人的身體,她像所有其他的人一樣渴求愛,也渴望被人所愛——我這 二十五歲的年輕人,從來也不曾設想,女人當中的病人、殘廢、發育不全、 年老體衰、受到擯棄、蒙受恥辱的居然也膽敢戀愛。因為一個涉世不深的年 輕人對真正的人生知之甚少,自己的經歷又極為有限,他幾乎總是根據別人 所講、自己所讀的東西來想象世界、塑造世界。在自己有些閱歷之前,他必 然按照別人描摹的圖像和樣本來夢想。可是在那些書本里、戲劇里或者電影 院里(在那里現實生活被簡單化、庸俗化了),彼此相愛的始終是一些年輕 美貌、出類拔萃的男女;所以我一直認為——也因為這個緣故,踫到有些艷 遇我畏縮不前——一個男子得長得特別吸引人,得天獨厚,受到命運的恩寵, 才能博得一個女人的青睞。僅僅因為這個緣故我在和兩個姑娘交往的過程中 才這樣泰然自若,這樣落落大方,因為一切有關愛情的想法在我們的關系里 從一開頭似乎就已從我心里摒除,我從來沒有猜疑過她們除了把我看成一個 可愛的青年,一個好朋友之外,還會把我當成什麼別的。即使我有時在伊羅 娜身上感到肉感的美麗——可是艾迪特,我可從來沒有把她想成異性的生 物。我敢肯定他說,我腦子里從來沒有閃過這樣的念頭,說是在她那殘廢的 身體里就像在其他女人身上一樣,會有同樣的器官在活動,在她的心靈里, 會有同樣的渴望在強烈搏動。從這一刻起我才開始漸漸懂得(詩人大多對此 諱莫如深),恰好是那些被人遺棄、蒙受恥辱、相貌丑陋、年老色衰、萎黃 憔悴、受人貶抑的人,比那些生活幸福、身體健康的人渴求時的貪婪勁更加 危險,他們是以一種狂熱的、陰沉的、痛苦的愛情在愛,世界上再也沒有比 我這人說來也真蠢,不過她這種隨隨便便的口氣把我惹火了。歸根到底,偷拍自拍视频哥哥去 勤務兵已經把大門打開,團部的軍官已經走進大廳,腳上的刺馬針踩得哥哥去去去去图片 “您怎麼能說這樣的話?我只不過感到非常意外??這點您總該懂 得??在我們維也納每次踫到特大的喜事大家就說,高興得‘話都說不出來 了’??我當然為您高興得要命。” “不行,這樣不行,”最後,他頭也不抬,憂郁他說道。“少尉先生,26uuu 狠狠射 anquye 說到這里,康多爾才第一次拾起頭來,正眼看我。可是他的目光絲毫也 不嚴峻。相反,他似乎對我充滿了同情。他的聲音听上去也更加柔和。
PITTSBURGH — The Pittsburgh Steelers expect first-round pick Devin Bush to provide a serious jolt of athleticism and swagger to a young defense. The...
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CLEVELAND — Carlos Santana homered leading off the ninth inning to send Cleveland to a win over fast-fading Boston and back into first-place in the...
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TORONTO — Brandon Drury hit his first career grand slam, Justin Smoak had a two-run homer among his three extra-base hits, and Toronto routed Texas...
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NEW YORK — Gleyber Torres hit three more home runs, including a pair of three-run drives in the night game that gave him 13 of New York’s record 59...
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WASHINGTON — Trea Turner and Matt Adams homered, Erick Fedde pitched well after allowing a solo shot on the game’s first pitch and depleted...
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MINNEAPOLIS — Carlos Santana hit a grand slam in the 10th inning, and Cleveland beat Minnesota to win the four-game series and forge another tie for...
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MIAMI — Atlanta’s bullpen overcame the residue of a punctured fire extinguisher, with four relievers combining to pitch three nervous innings and...
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TORONTO — Masahiro Tanaka turned in a masterful performance but still left Aroldis Chapman with some work to do. Despite a good fight from Toronto’s...
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MILWAUKEE — Mike Minor struck out 11 in eight innings, and Texas beat Jordan Lyles and Milwaukee to avoid a series sweep. Minor (11-6) allowed four...
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CINCINNATI — Kris Bryant capped Chicago's four-run seventh with a three-run homer, and the Cubs rallied to beat Cincinnati for a split of its four-...
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NEW YORK — Asdrubal Cabrera hit a tiebreaking two-run double against his former team and the Nationals bullpen finally locked down a lead in Flushing...
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SAN FRANCISCO — Kevin Pillar hit a tiebreaking triple that scored Evan Longoria with two out in the bottom of the eighth inning, closer Will Smith...
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